I will clean up all my story, close the book and happy stories of the past. From here, I will start a new era in which I was born as others are new.
Today is a day I will never forget, last months is what I strive for and fail. I’m going to start again, with wounds that I can not leave but I have to live.
From the deepest darkness, I will begin, slowly, looking for bright spots where I had to go and how I should go.
And …
This story closed, you will and will never die.
And …
The remainder of my days are dark, I still want to say: “I love you, and still the same“